Jul. 7, 2011

May. 17, 2011

harusnya bagaimana..??

saya selalu kasihan

kasihan melihat tukang air itu

tapi lebih kasihan

melihat tulisanmu yang kalut itu

saat kamu memuja pria itu

asap rokokpun menjadi alasan

mungkin hanya tequila yang bisa menenangkan

jiwamu yang tercambuk…. keruh..

bagaimana bisa ada yang menolak model.. secantik dia…

yaaah cantik.. tentu saja..

tak setiap hari saya bisa melihat matahari terbit..

dari perempatan kota…

dari jalan kotor tempat polisi mangkal setiap sore..

andai kamu yang mencabut arwahku..

mengajak ke tempat yang lebih gelap..

lebih gelap..

lebih gelap…

lebih dalam…

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Feb. 16, 2011

:coffee: :rain:

it’s 15th and it’s rain

you watch on Grammy but I can’t

walk on me, don’t walk on runi

you’re smile on his goal, yes he kick me

TV on, radio off, ipod off, tv on

you’re funny.. you are my clown..

I’ll tell you spooks stories.., it’s a true not a bulls

just be yourself.. just be-utiful

come with me, run with me, this is our sidewalks

sit with me, talk with me, till sun killed by clocks

there’s a lot of smokes in this shitty

we’ll be die like Sid in the hotel Chelshit

Coffee is a toxic you should know that honey

don’t take it too much.. you’ll be a zombie

I miss you, I care for you, I just …

Just don’t frown your Lips cause…

I wanna be in your side but…

but don’t make that Pig emot….

again….

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Feb. 15, 2011

sebuah definisi

Kebebasan… Bebas itu..

ketika air hujan jatuh ke daun kering dan menetes ke sungai

ketika si hitam makan di tempat sampah di depan rumah

ketika yuri gagarin berteriak dari dalam vostok 1

ketika william booney berhasil melintasi el rio grande

ketika Hendrix membakar stratnya di woodstock

ketika berjalan sendirian di jam pulang kerja

ketika meneriakkan lagu creep di sela lagu melayu

ketika makan nasi goreng buatan sendiri

ketika melihat bayangan sendiri di beningnya matamu

atau …

ketika Jim Morisson berbaring di bak mandinya…..

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Dec. 21, 2010

under the dimlight

your name was so oldtime

you’re standin in a dimlight corridor

your innocent face has lost it smile

a glass of whiskey glow under the melancholy spotlight

I’ve been wait for you in the middle stairs

“Do you have a Candy?” I said.

“I don’t get it yet” she said

while the sluts and a Jerk comes down

I only could smile but my soul said “fuck it!!”

I saw a sorrow in their eyes

I saw a Pressure…

He left a half bottle of Beer in room 156

I drink it to kill some of depressed mind

the shadow of red Uniform floating in my dream

too many rules that I must take

they tied up my legs with a burning chains

You don’t have to stole it..

because they sold it…

in the dark place where there’s a snake in every legs…

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Dec. 12, 2010

ke mana arah depresi

Hujan.. Hujan.. sedang hujan saat aku melihatmu

Aku bersandar di bawah pohon dan aku masih melihatmu

di antara celah mobil yang beralalu lalang aku masih melihatmu saat aku menatap pecahan kaca yang berserakan, aku masih melihatmu

kau terlihat seperti dewi yang melintas danau Avalon

menjelma menjadi gumpalan asap dari zat psikadelik yang ku hirup

matamu terlihat sangat manga yang masih ku baca setiap bulan

delay senar ini di buat untukmu

emoticon ini 0.0v aku buat untukmu

Bunga ini tumbuh di kotamu

badai depresi ini lahir dari sorot matamu

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Nov. 20, 2010

baru di bikinin sama agan kaskuser… :mahos

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Sep. 2, 2010

my country is even worse.. lol

From Miss Madelinemaya Zamaba.

Rabu, 1 September, 2010 16:47 Dari: “Madelinemaya Zamaba.” <zamaba03@yahoo.co.jp> Tambahkan Pengirim ke Kontak Kepada: Penerima tidak ditampilkanFrom Miss Madelinemaya Zamaba.

Dear respectful one.

It’s my pleasure to contact you for a business venture which I intend to establish with you in your country, though we have not met before but one have to believe in someone before
having a success. I am 21 years old the only child of my late parent Late Mr & Mrs Bomaki Zamaba, Native of San Padro, republic of Ivory Coast or ( Coté d’Ivoire ). Due to the series of continuous war in our country for multiple years ago, there is this huge amount of Ten Million, five hundred thousand U.S dollars ($10.500, 000.00) which my late father deposited in finance firm in Ivory Coast here before he was
assassinated by some unknown enemies.

Now I have decided to invest this money in your country or anywhere safe enough for security and political reasons. I urge that you help me to invest this fund in your country in any lucrative venture you discover good.

Now permit me to ask these few questions:-

1. Can you honestly help me as your Friend?
2. Can I completely trust you?

3. Can you get me a good school for the continuation of my educational Carrier which was disrupts by the sudden death of my parents?

If you can be of an honest and sincere assistance to me, I will be pleased to offer to you 15% of the total fund for your kind and humane assistance.

Further details will be made known to you upon the confirmation of your interest to assist me.

I am immensely waiting for your urgent response
With due regards,
Miss Madelinemaya Zamaba.

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Aug. 26, 2010